Denial.Im not in denial. Just dissatisfied.
Each time I look at anyone design site or a designer’s site
I asked myself this question time and time again
“what the hell am I doing here?” REALLY.
No doubt that I am no longer creatively deprived
but there is this small part of me which feels that
I really should be somewherelse doing great things.
Should I be here? I don’t really know.
Still, I wish I was somewhere non-muslim.
I got a haircut which im not satisfied with.But I’ll make
it work, somehow. A Zan of trade has an ego much
larger than his head could carry. Its a pity, for it would
surely look really really superlicious funny when he falls down.
Well as long as he isn’t a prick hence that is fine by me.
Maybe a short trip down south would do me good.

# posted by i am may : 11:10 AM