Friday, October 28, 2005
eruption of metabolic manifestation of a tortured soul
at this point of my life I feel that I need a change.a change of a whole new life.i need a changed environment of everything around me which brings me to a matter of my career.all these while I have been doing things which somehow doesn’t fulfill my passion.i want a job which ables me to travel, see the world before it is all gone burnt or sunk.a job which is based here in my suburban klang valley something which like I mentioned earlier,
travel on job and take pictures of faces,smiles,people,inanimated objects,sun&skies of the world with my
LCA LOMO on the last free-day on the job where at the end of the month I get paid and yet I still get to
fulfill my passion.i need to do this before my life ends which is someday at least when I still have time.no,
its never too late.the idea of settling down by the time I turn the big three-oh is most definitely not flowing on
any synapes of mine, that matter is indefinite.i need to spend more time with my fun loving wacky bunch
of friends and my family. I realised that I have much more fun with them than I do with my signifigant other
whom I’ve been with for the past five years.i can’t picture a life of not living life to the fullest with this particular signifigant.i have wasted five years of my life goin nowhere, doing nothing GREAT.i want to do something
GREAT.i want to.. maybe meet someone GREAT.. I don’t know and maybe find GREAT love for just
love isn’t enough to live the rest of my life with.i want to make snapshots with my life, not just a photo.
a snapshot is a whole new other term.a photo will just be something nice to look at,there is no substance.
a snapshot is filled with substance with wild contents of greatness,greatness so huge that it will be more
than just a retrospect of my life.a snapshot will linger in my memory forever,it is an everlasting entity.
twenty or thirty years down the road, I don’t want to look back and regret not doing the things that
I could have done.i have to do something miraculous and im the only one who can do it.ONLY ME.
IT IS LITERALLY ALL ABOUT ME.thank you jon,thank you mira for being there for me.
