extra cash.lack of exposure.turtleneck.st trope.
i am dissatisfied of my life.no doubt that i have
lived it,emotionally but not mentally
satisfiying.i was promised to be paid my last
thirty percent from my previous freelance
job some time back.first its yes, you can come
pick up the check and now after speaking
to the specific asshole, I will not be given my
last thirty percent due to the fact that i can't
be able to re-do the board because the
anal clients rejected it.come rain or shine,
I still deserve my last thirty percent for
it was agreed upon that I will be paid
accordingly.i suppose karma will redeem
itself in another form.
i really wonder why am i so down on luck
when it comes to money matters.
even now that i have a job its still
not sufficient.maybe its greed.
maybe the fact is that i found
out that i will not be able to do
what i really want to do...which is
always the case here in this
land of ignnorant imbecelics
who runs the goddamn nation.
which brings me to the subject of
getting my head out of the ground and maybe
just maybe try and swim above the surface.
i have seen great works done by great
artists for very commercial work.
NOT HERE I WON'T.
like i said earlier.the mentality of
this land has zero credibility.
yes,we do have great mouth watering
food but the ones in grey are just full
of horseshit,same goes for the ones
in blue and black.all they love doing
is talk,,talk talk...when there is a camera
shoved in their pathetic faces.take action
when the media arrives.before that....
sits down with their freakin beer bellies
drink and watch all the consficated porn
while jacking off during their night shifts.
but then again i do try my very best to
make the best out of it.at least i tried.
is it going great?well, its a very
subjective subject matter.i wouldn't
say its great, more like "yeah, its...ok"
seeing other creativemen achieve
remarkebly well somehow dims the
light for me yet at the same time
they inspire me.i don't really know
when will i make my mark.for those
names i've seen has already made theirs
before the turn the big three oh.