Friday, March 10, 2006
many little wonders
Many little wonders, many hidden agenda in this world today.
Strangest days has yet to come. It seemed like betrayal in its
purest form. Silent but deadly. A rattle snake watching its prey,
a hawk watches from afar, in the air. It watches, and then when
it sees its prey, it attacks, leaving no time for the vulnerable
creature to safe itself. It retracts its claws, swoops down and
in one single stroke, carrying its lunch into the clear blue sky,
waiting to feast in its nest high above the mountain edge.
How the little creature felt was how I felt when I saw the
picture of my uncle and write-up of his company on the
screen of the e-Mac. I really do wonder how she really
has felt while having me to witness my supposed job being
given to her instead of me.Rage.Jealousy. And; but of course
the little question which seemed to ring ever so lively in my head,
“HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPENED? WHY?”
I will keep my buried anger within me, a bottomless depth where
no one would ever find it. Never would I have thought that deceit
would be such sweet revenge. Maybe karma is a bitch.
After all, we are related. Give your niece a freaking break.
He’s a little lucky outtie, being accepted back into our family.
He did wise up, cleaned up his act and things are going good for him.
I’m happy for him. Even though I very well know that I am the
right person, the most fit person for this particular job. Anger
will never die within me, it will lay wearing a veil but every dog
will have his day, so will a dormant volcano.
I feel as though I’m in a boxing ring, up front with the world
champion and I’m just as good as he is. I’m small but ever
so steady. He’s young and full of ego. I’m experienced; he
has better exposure.It almost like a match, not a fight.
One thing I know for sure that I am determined and have a
keen eye on whom is good and who is the best. Due to
my humble pie I receive great respect for being an earnest
person; never giving up until me they welcome me into
their family. Hardsell. I am a hard headed saleswoman.
That is one thing which my biggest opponent ceases to
have. No matter how strong of portfolio he or she has,
it all comes down to how you sell yourself and how bad
you want to get there. It’s not about price, either.
A reasonable price is an ample basket of groceries to
carry you throughout the month, it all depends on how
much you eat and priorities your food entitlements.
Do I envy her? Do I despise her due to the fact that one
of my targeted companies actually met her and not me???
I felt like a pile of fesses on a hot humid day. Hypocrites
should be shunning upon the creative society. Liars and
arrogant people should be cast out from the world.
If I have one wish, I would wished that she never had been
born twenty two years ago. As cruel as it may sound, I’d
rather have my father to be alive than to have her exist.
You got to be cruel to be kind. That’s just the way it is.
Strangest days has yet to come. It seemed like betrayal in its
purest form. Silent but deadly. A rattle snake watching its prey,
a hawk watches from afar, in the air. It watches, and then when
it sees its prey, it attacks, leaving no time for the vulnerable
creature to safe itself. It retracts its claws, swoops down and
in one single stroke, carrying its lunch into the clear blue sky,
waiting to feast in its nest high above the mountain edge.
How the little creature felt was how I felt when I saw the
picture of my uncle and write-up of his company on the
screen of the e-Mac. I really do wonder how she really
has felt while having me to witness my supposed job being
given to her instead of me.Rage.Jealousy. And; but of course
the little question which seemed to ring ever so lively in my head,
“HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPENED? WHY?”
I will keep my buried anger within me, a bottomless depth where
no one would ever find it. Never would I have thought that deceit
would be such sweet revenge. Maybe karma is a bitch.
After all, we are related. Give your niece a freaking break.
He’s a little lucky outtie, being accepted back into our family.
He did wise up, cleaned up his act and things are going good for him.
I’m happy for him. Even though I very well know that I am the
right person, the most fit person for this particular job. Anger
will never die within me, it will lay wearing a veil but every dog
will have his day, so will a dormant volcano.
I feel as though I’m in a boxing ring, up front with the world
champion and I’m just as good as he is. I’m small but ever
so steady. He’s young and full of ego. I’m experienced; he
has better exposure.It almost like a match, not a fight.
One thing I know for sure that I am determined and have a
keen eye on whom is good and who is the best. Due to
my humble pie I receive great respect for being an earnest
person; never giving up until me they welcome me into
their family. Hardsell. I am a hard headed saleswoman.
That is one thing which my biggest opponent ceases to
have. No matter how strong of portfolio he or she has,
it all comes down to how you sell yourself and how bad
you want to get there. It’s not about price, either.
A reasonable price is an ample basket of groceries to
carry you throughout the month, it all depends on how
much you eat and priorities your food entitlements.
Do I envy her? Do I despise her due to the fact that one
of my targeted companies actually met her and not me???
I felt like a pile of fesses on a hot humid day. Hypocrites
should be shunning upon the creative society. Liars and
arrogant people should be cast out from the world.
If I have one wish, I would wished that she never had been
born twenty two years ago. As cruel as it may sound, I’d
rather have my father to be alive than to have her exist.
You got to be cruel to be kind. That’s just the way it is.
