Wednesday, November 30, 2005
ambigious arsenic
familiar strangers askew intolerance
funny how i seemed to see the few familliar faces
coming and going these past two weeks or so.its been
a good week, so far.just yesterday i got at least ten bucks
worth of tips from a phillipino lady and a swedish bloke.
each time i see people in corporate clothes past me by,
i wondered to myself if i will ever have a job.i do feel a
little small.i know that i am much bigger than this.maybe
a little tinge of shame for what i am doing right now.
i rather be a small fish in a large pond than vice versa.
if it means being afraid to know that you can't take
the fact you're up against bigger fishes,hence it is a
cowardly and immensely ignorrant step. i rather be a
good digital artist than the best. there will always be
others better than you,without a doubt.but at least
i won't be yesterday's news.
its really unnecassary for one portion of soup to be
considered a huge lost just because i don't work there
fulltime.its ridiculious.some bitch rat on me.bitch.
it's such a pity that they do take heed in such petty
matters.like i mention earlier, what is one small
portion of soup and a few small buns to a whole
day's worth of profit.miserable miser.
you shall perish one day.
funny how i seemed to see the few familliar faces
coming and going these past two weeks or so.its been
a good week, so far.just yesterday i got at least ten bucks
worth of tips from a phillipino lady and a swedish bloke.
each time i see people in corporate clothes past me by,
i wondered to myself if i will ever have a job.i do feel a
little small.i know that i am much bigger than this.maybe
a little tinge of shame for what i am doing right now.
i rather be a small fish in a large pond than vice versa.
if it means being afraid to know that you can't take
the fact you're up against bigger fishes,hence it is a
cowardly and immensely ignorrant step. i rather be a
good digital artist than the best. there will always be
others better than you,without a doubt.but at least
i won't be yesterday's news.
its really unnecassary for one portion of soup to be
considered a huge lost just because i don't work there
fulltime.its ridiculious.some bitch rat on me.bitch.
it's such a pity that they do take heed in such petty
matters.like i mention earlier, what is one small
portion of soup and a few small buns to a whole
day's worth of profit.miserable miser.
you shall perish one day.
