Wednesday, December 28, 2005
little wonders upon the ring of fire
funny,but have you ever wonder
how once you used to have at
how once you used to have at
least twelve grans but now you
have less than three hundred...
in less than five years time.
have less than three hundred...
in less than five years time.
well, neither have i but it has really did come
true.i am now just inches away from becoming
a bankrupt-ee.it is sad but it's true.reality bites.
and it can really hurt like hell.
i suppose the only thing i could rectify this is
well my one choice is to hope that either
yellow gecko would take me in on a monthly basis term
with them or fitzpatrick will take me as their fulltimer.
whichever works out i will jump towards it.but right now,
im starting to sweat and its soaking through my nerves.
i've cried enough these past days to fill up the entire county
dam.anxiety breakdown as shrinks call it. wish me luck that
i'd still be alive , kicking and talking in about two
months time.i'll know it when death calls upon me.
it shall be a very very dark day,where the sky grow red
and black clouds rolled amongst lakes of fire.
that is how my dooms day shall look like.
true.i am now just inches away from becoming
a bankrupt-ee.it is sad but it's true.reality bites.
and it can really hurt like hell.
i suppose the only thing i could rectify this is
well my one choice is to hope that either
yellow gecko would take me in on a monthly basis term
with them or fitzpatrick will take me as their fulltimer.
whichever works out i will jump towards it.but right now,
im starting to sweat and its soaking through my nerves.
i've cried enough these past days to fill up the entire county
dam.anxiety breakdown as shrinks call it. wish me luck that
i'd still be alive , kicking and talking in about two
months time.i'll know it when death calls upon me.
it shall be a very very dark day,where the sky grow red
and black clouds rolled amongst lakes of fire.
that is how my dooms day shall look like.
